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This just in: (Oct 9) The very index you're looking at! 5.0 is here and more hostile than ever.
THIS IS A CAVE! Step carefully—your eyes will adjust soon.The walls here hum softly with echoes of half-remembered thoughts, and the air smells faintly of moss, dust, and something ancient. This cave isn’t carved by nature—it’s shaped by stories, by passing days, by the strange rhythm of late-night ideas. You’ll find flickering lanterns leading deeper inside: small entries, notes, and fragments left behind to mark where I’ve been. Some are polished, some rough like raw stone—but all part of the same winding tunnel. Take your time. Listen to the drip of water, the shuffle of shadows. Every click you make is another footstep deeper into this little digital cavern I call home.
my name is bat
i like sad movies...warm socks.... and being a hermit... my days are spent working or hunched over my desk listening to music, watching movies/tv, or bothering my partner. 
for those who care: i have ocd, i'm a may gemini & i love bugs 
as a human, i can be pretty quiet and awkward. i make jokes to fill silence and i bite my nails when i'm uncomfortable. i'm currently sporting a bald head and am trying to learn to lean into my fem qualities.
you can check out my silly reviews on media i've consumed here -> la log or photos of my baby quinn or if you're super nosy you can read my brain log!
| Feeling | tired |
| Listening to | beaches, beabadoobee |
| Reading | the road, Cormac McCarthy |
| Watching | dexter, S5 |
"Something has happened to me in the years since I was brought to Eskew. Call it an epiphany if you like."
| EMPLOYEE OF THE MONTH |
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| Jimmy Hoffa |
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1913-? Jimmy Hoffa was the president of the Int'l Brotherhood of Teamsters and is best known for his union activity, mob ties, and unsolved disappearence. |
| TEHSIN SAYS... |
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But if you happen to be a man, sometime in the future, and you’ve made it this far, please remember: you will never be subjected to the temptation of feeling you must forgive, a man, as a woman. It’s difficult to resist, believe me. But remember that forgiveness too is a power. To beg for it is a power, and to withhold or bestow it is a power, perhaps the greatest.
Maybe none of this is about control. Maybe it isn’t really about who can own whom, who can do what to whom and get away with it, even as far as death. Maybe it isn’t about who can sit and who has to kneel or stand or lie down, legs spread open. Maybe it’s about who can do what to whom and be forgiven for it. Never tell me it amounts to the same thing.
— Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid's Tale
| WHAT HAVE I GOT IN MY POCKETS? |
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Loose change for emergency bus tickets, chocalatines, and wishing wells. |
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Candy to bribe witches with, and also to eat. |
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House keys so that I might go home and rest. |
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Earphones, to listen to podcasts and music with. They also block my ears so that I can't hear the screams coming from the dog park, which the City Council doesn't like us to see. |
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A stick of 'Burt's Bees' to keep me feeling minty-fresh and unchapped. |
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Scrap paper so that I can scribble down stories, poems, song lyrics, and divine missives. |
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Various pens to do the scribbling with. They double as weapons against ghouls and vampires in a pinch. |
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A book so that I am never alone no matter where I go. |
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I never leave home without my beloved Pinecone Pig! |
